By
the age of forty I was in my second marriage, a complete alcoholic,
hooked on drugs, alcohol and cigarettes. I was running from the call of
God on my life. One week before my accident, I ran by my mother's house
on my way to work. When I went in the door, Mama started weeping. She
said, “Aline, when are you going to give your life back to God? You
are looking so old.” Mama knew I didn't care if I lived or died. I
had made several attempts to take my life. I was so possessed by alcohol
and drugs that I couldn't believe God could or would set me free again.
I had turned my back on God so many times that I didn't even have the
right to ask Him to forgive me again. I said, “Mama, I won't mind
Hell. You tell me one thing the devil could do to me that my life on
this earth hasn't been. I have had one heartache, sorrow, and Hell my
entire life. The flames and the devil couldn't touch me.” I looked
at Mama, I said, “Mama, if there is a Heaven and if there is a Hell, my
Hell would be to be separated from my God I have loved so much all my
life.” I ran out the door, crying, and Mama got on her knees like she
always did. She prayed, “God, you heard her words. She's not afraid
of death or Hell. Somehow, show her a portion of her Hell and turn her
back around and put the fear of You back in her heart.”
One
week later I fell asleep at the wheel of my car. I went over an
embankment and was thrown out. I had my neck broken, four major breaks
to my spine, nine broken ribs, crushed left lung and crushed kidneys. My
mother was called to the hospital, and two doctors met her at the door
and told her my only hope was God. I would have to have a miracle from
God Almighty.
In the meantime I found myself walking in the Valley of the Shadow of
Death. That valley was so deep, dark and wide, I was so afraid to even
move an inch. I started crying out for God to stay my feet and not to
let me move. I was in a place of thick, gross darkness. I couldn't see
my hands before me. I had always loved the 23rd Psalm.
I started quoting it: “Yea, though I walk through the Valley of the
Shadow of Death...”
but I couldn't go on. I couldn't say His rod and staff would comfort me.
I stood there with sin in my life - undone, to meet that Almighty God up
there. The only thing that was alive within me was the Word,
and the Word
turned into Jesus
Christ.
He started interceding on my behalf as my high-priest
unto G-d; the
Father,
to stay my soul in that Valley of Death. In the right hand corner
appeared the mighty Death Angel.
I started crying, “What is the Death Angel here for?” He had
arrived so that, on the command of the Father, he would have to separate
me and my Lord. The Death Angel carried me out to that outer darkness. I
found myself in Hell, screaming, hollering, gnashing my teeth, begging
the Death Angel not to leave me in Hell. Souls were around me by the
hundreds and thousands, screaming and gnashing their teeth, just trying
to die.
We think it's all over when we die, but that is only the death of the
flesh. After that there is the second death when the judgment of God is
pronounced upon the soul. We either have a life sentence given to us in
God, or we have a death sentence - but we do not “die”. We do not cease
to exist. We are even more aware after the first death. The soul lives
on forever and forever. The rich man's soul (Luke 16:19-31)
is still out there screaming and hollering and gnashing his teeth,
awaiting the Judgment Day, to be cast into the Lake of Fire.
Here I saw a great gulf fixed, and all these souls were trying to climb
up to God the
Father,
but the only way through the deep gulf was through the
precious Blood of Jesus Christ, the Blood
I had taken so lightly. Then God showed me the Lake of Fire where the
third of the angels were in chains of darkness. There were red-hot
piercing flames going through all Heaven and earth. Yet they gave no
light. The Lake of Fire was in total darkness. Hell was enlarging itself
and here began this mighty, earth-quaking voice of God. He began to
penetrate the atmosphere as He spoke to me. He
said, “You
were right not to fear the devil, though I let him kill you with the
first death. You fear Me. I am the One that can destroy both your body
and your soul. I own Hell. I had to cast these souls out here.”
God said, “He did not create Hell for the soul of man, but Hell was
enlarging because…broad
is the way that leads to destruction... but narrow is the way which
leads unto life, and few there be that find it.”(Matthew
7:13, 14)Many are on the road to destruction but refuse to turn back.
During the days that I lay in a coma, I waited in that dark valley. It
seemed an eternity, but it was just a few days in earth-time. During
this time my sister was in great intercession for my life. At last,
after what seemed ages, a bright light began to shine. It was so holy,
so righteous; I wasn't fit to even look up on this Almighty light. I
covered my eyes and fell flat on my face in that dark, deep valley.
Here, for the second time that Almighty voice of God began to speak to
me again. All God would say to me was Romans 11:29, “For the gifts and calling of God
are without repentance.”
I screamed, “God forgive me!” I thought I was dying at this
point, as my crushed lung began swelling and my right lung deflated, and
for four minutes I didn't breathe. They were trying to force a copious
volume of oxygen into my lungs, but there was no improvement. They
tested me after four minutes. There was no life at all - one more minute
and they would have pronounced me dead and would have taken me off all
life – sustaining machines.
I didn't know what all they were doing to try to save my life, but I
knew I was dying. There appeared in the Heavens a beautiful scroll. A
hand appeared and began rolling it out. There, in a matter of seconds, I
saw my entire life before me - everything I had ever done. And
that same Jesus
that loved me so much and wouldn't leave me in
the valley had to take His finger and write my
judgment across my life. I saw Him write the
name of my sin that was going to separate me and
God forever. I could not believe the word the
mighty hand of God began writing across my life.
That mighty finger began writing the word “LUST”
across my life! The thing I had called love for
my husbands,
G-d
called LUST! I started screaming, “No God, no
God, that's not me, that's not me!” I had never
considered myself a lustful woman. I knew I was
dying when I saw my judgment. As I died, I was
hollering, “G-d, forgive me, forgive me! Have
mercy on me!”
I found myself back in the spiritual womb of my mother. God let me
witness how hard my mother and my sister travailed in prayer to birth me
back again into the Kingdom of God. In the vision which the Lord gave me
then, I saw how my sister started praying so hard to rebirth me, she
turned into a skeleton; all her flesh was consumed off her. A doctor
will tell you, that there is just a hair's breadth between life and
death when a mother gives birth to her child.
I saw myself as I had once been but a “substance” back in my mother's
womb. Here, for the third time, the voice of Almighty God spoke again.
He said, “Before you were in this belly, I foreknew you, I called you
and ordained you from the foundation of the world. In the same manner
that I could not repent of the call on the life of My only begotten Son,
I won't repent of the call I have placed on men's lives.” And one more
time God repeated, “I will not repent.” My mother began to have labor
pains. Each pain began bringing life back to this indefinable
“substance” that was me, until life was restored to me. Again I could
feel the presence of Jesus
{Yeshua} and the Holy
Spirit
upon my life as it had been in my unborn state. I was being formed anew
with each labor pain. (When we are newborn in the Spirit, we have many,
many growing pains.) As my mother began bearing down on that last birth
pain, it moved me in my mother's womb and positioned my head up to the
opening of my mother's birth canal. As I burst through her birth canal,
God was saying to me, “Preach My Word, My Word, My Word, every word will
be held accountable on the Judgment Day.”
Little
ones, I truly
found out there is a Heaven!I saw the
lights of paradise!But there is also a Hell!
I've walked in Hell. G-d answered my mother's prayer that He would let
me experience the Hell I had described. My Hell would be separation from
my G-d Whom I loved so much and Whom I had accepted as my
Saviorat the age of eleven. When the soul sees it's going to be separated from
its God for all eternity, it plunges into such a terrible spiritual
fire, as can never be kindled on earth. It is the spiritual torture of a
soul that has once known God and now is cast into that outer, outer
darkness, separated from God, his Creator, forever and ever. My friend,
I truly found out there is a Hell. I walked in the pits of Hell. You
must choose while you are in this life where you are going to spend
eternity, in Heaven
or Hell. We just begin to live when we die the first death. “It is
appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment”
(Hebrews 9:27).
You have an appointment with God and you are
going to keep that appointment. The Bible
describes Hell (and I found this to be true) as
a place of future punishment for sinners and
unbelievers. Hell is a Lake of Fire, a place of
torment, a place where lost souls never die and
the fire is not quenched, a place of weeping,
wailing, gnashing of teeth, a place where
sinners drink of the wine of the wrath of God
and a place where the smoke of their torment
ascends up forever and ever. The rich man's soul
is still screaming and crying out, just trying
to die; but there is no death to the soul. It
lives on forever. The fire of Hell consumes the
flesh, but it cannot consume the soul. I am a
living witness that Hell is real. Hell is
enlarging because people refuse to believe. You
must make the greatest decision you'll ever have
to make. Where are you going to spend eternity,
in
Heaven
or Hell?
You may say,
“I do not believe in Hell!” But my friend, two minutes in
Hell amidst the weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth will change your
mind, when you realize then, as everyone in Hell realizes today, that
the Bible
is the Word
of G-d,
that you are a sinner, that
Jesus Christ {Yeshua Messiah}
died for you and that you could have been saved if you had believed and
accepted Him as your personal Savior. As you weep, wail, and gnash your
teeth, you will be crying aloud in agony, “What a fool I was! Too
late! Too late! Too late!” There are no unbelievers in Hell; but
they believed too late! Every soul in Hell would give anything in this
world to be me or you, back in this life, with one more chance to cry
out, “God forgive me!” If we come to that dark Valley of Death with
un-repented sin in our life, it will be too late. You may not have a
praying mother and sister that will pray for your soul until they die.
So many, many times while I sat on the bar
stools,
G-d spokeProverbs 1:24
to my heart, “I
have called but you refused. I have called but you refused. I have
called but you refused.”
It was sad that at forty years of age I was still running from God,
bound by drugs and alcohol. God had to break my neck and let me die for
four minutes and take me to Hell and back before I would totally
surrender my life to Him.
Don't
keep running from G-d.
Like me you may think you know Him as your Lord
and Savior. But if you keep running from doing
His will, you'll run right into a God of Wrath
in that dark Valley of Death and He will be your
Judge. There is a side of God that is one of
great wrath, and that is how you will meet Him
on the Judgment Day. You will face the truth you
have feared and will know there is a Hell, with
a Lake of Fire and Brimstone. But you don't have
to take a chance on going to Hell. He did not
create your soul for Hell. He created Heaven for
you and Hell for the devil and his angels. You
can say, “That 'Hell' business is for yesterday
– intelligent people don't believe that nonsense
anymore!” But, friend, you can't keep from
dying. Death will claim you and you can't keep
from going there. But then it will be too late.
Woe, woe, woe, to you if you shun
God's plan of salvation! G-d is a G-d of wrath
as well as a G-d of love, and woe be unto the
person upon whom His
wrath
falls.
Where will you spend eternity?
It will be in one of two
places,
Heaven,
or Hell with its
Lake of Fire and Brimstone. Unless you repent of
your sins and believe on the Lord
Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior,
it will be Hell. God did not create Hell for you, my beloved, He created
Heaven for the soul of man, and He created Hell for the devil and his
angels. And if we go there, it will be our fault. Jesus made a way for
you and me by the shedding of His
precious Blood.
You can be free from all your sins and make Heaven your eternal home
forever. Accept Jesus into your life. He will heal your broken heart and
set you free from drugs, alcohol, disease and all sins. If the Lord
could set me free, He can also set you free. Beloved, I am a living
witness: There is a Hell. I have walked there, I have been there
screaming, hollering, weeping, wailing, gnashing my teeth, begging God
not to command the Death Angel to leave me in Hell. Wide is the road
that leads to Hell and destruction, but narrow is the path that leads to
everlasting life. (Matthew 7:13)Choose life with Him, receive
Him into your heart today. Tomorrow may be too late!
I
beg you to receive Him now in your heart. Say this sinner's prayer with
me. You can be saved right now.
“Lord
Jesus,
forgive me of my sins.
Wash me in Your precious Blood
right now. I will live for You the rest of my life. I'll obey the call
of God and choose Your will for my life. Thank You, Jesus,
for loving and for forgiving me of all my sins.
Amen.”
The eyes of the Lord are in every place,
beholding the evil
and the good. (Proverbs 15:3) Hell and destruction
are before the Lord: how much more then the hearts of the children of
men? (Proverbs 15:11) Surely the Lord God will do nothing, but he revealed his secret
unto his servantsthe
prophets. (Amos 3:7)
"Please help us, We will pay
back everything we stole; we will make everything in order..." I had taken so lightly. I saw the Lake of Fire where the third of the
angels were in chains of darkness!
My Hell would be separation from my
G-d It is the spiritual torture of a soul that now is cast into that outer,
outer darkness, separated from G-d, his
Creator, forever and ever!
Destination for the saved
souls
& lost souls: Regardless of the state in life on Earth the next life may be
much different! (Luke
16:22-32). Source: God's Outreach Ministry Int. Inc.Paul van Beek & 25ft
Hour Ministry; Pastor Angel Ayala; Orlando
1. Life on Earth
There was a
certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen,
and fared sumptuously every day: And there was a certain beggar
named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And
desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich
man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. (Luke
16:19-21; KJV)
2. Death
And it
came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the
angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was
buried; (Luke 16:22; KJV)
3. Destination: Eternity in Heaven!?
or Eternity in Hell!?
And in hell he
lifts up his eyes, being in torments, and seeing Abraham afar off
Nand Lazarus in
his bosom. And he cried
and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus
that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my
tongue; for I am tormented in this flame. But Abraham
said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receives thy good
things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is
comforted, and thou art tormented. (Luke 16:23-25; KJV) (afar
offNGaping opening, a chasm, an impassible gulf!)
It can be seen from the actual experience of these two different men
that Yeshua
Messiah or Jesus Christ
was declaring in plain terms the reality of immortality of the
soul, the consciousness of souls after leaving the body, the
fact of different places for the righteous and the wicked
between death and resurrection of the body, and the truth of
torment for the wicked and bliss for the righteous! The Scripture
here is about literal one of two beggars: one begged in his life
on Earth; the other begged in the next ‘life’ in hell! This
shows plainly the conditions of departed souls between death and
resurrection!
Destination & torment for the lost:
*Remorse and despair in seeing the righteous and godly whom they have despised now
clothed in glory, immortality, eternal life, and all the bliss
of God (Luke 16:23) Abhorrence of the very evil that they know has damned
their souls and put them in torment (Luke 16:25) *Eternal desire for the good that would have freed from
torment (Luke 16:25) Memory of lost opportunities in life that could have
caused them to be with the redeemed (Luke 16:25) *Regret over deeds committed and which can never be
recalled (Luke 16:25) Absolute hopelessness of escape from eternal misery or
alleviation from the least degree of suffering (Luke 16:26) *Eternal separation from loved ones or from the redeemed
which they can see beyond an impassable gulf (Luke 16:23-26) *Regret over their bad example in life that has caused
friends and loved ones to be damned (Luke 16:27-31) *Ever deepening remorse for not listening to the Word of God
and for not spending their time, talents, and money to propagate
it, so that many others could escape torment (Luke 16:29-31)
Last, fire and brimstone (Luke 16:23-31; Matthew 25:41,46;
Revelation 14:9-11; 20:11-15; 21:8; Isaiah 66:22-24) *The
unsaved go to hell when they leave their bodies(Luke 16:23; James 2:26; Isaiah 14:9; Revelation 20:7-15; Psalm
9:17; 55:15). *The lost are in conscious torment in hell (Luke 16:23-28; Deuteronomy 32:22; 2 Samuel 22:6; Psalm 18:5;
116:3; 139:8; Isaiah 14:9-11; Ezekiel 32:21; Song 8:6; Habakkuk
2:5). *Souls are immortal in hell (+ heaven) (Luke 16:22-32; 1 Peter 3:4; 4:6; Luke 20:38; 2 Corinthians 5:8;
Philippians 1:21-24; Hebrews 12:22-23; Revelation 6:9-11). *Prayer and conversations continue in hell (& heaven)
(Luke 16:22-32; Isaiah 14:9-11; Jonah 2:2; Ezekiel 32:21;
Revelation 6:9-11). *Fire and torments are in the present and eternal hell
(Luke 16:22-32; Revelation 14:9-11; 19:20; 20:10-15; 21:8;
Isaiah 66:22-24; Matthew 8:12; 13:42,49-50; 24:51; 25:41,46;
Mark 9:43-49). *Unsaved ones are confined to hell until the judgment!
*Both present and eternal hells are located in the "lower parts
of the earth"(Psalm 63:9; Ephes. 4:8-10; Matthew 12:40),
the "nether parts of the earth" (Ezekiel 31:14-18; Ezekiel 32:18-27),
and "beneath" the earth (Proverbs 15:24; Isaiah 14:9-15; Ezekiel 31:14-18; Ezekiel
32:18-27; Rev. 21:8) *satan, fallen angels, demons, and 'lost souls of men' will
be put into eternal hell (Matthew 8:29; Matthew 25:41; Rev. 20:10-15; 2 Peter 2:4; Jude
1:6-7).
Destination for Lazarus:
*His soul and
spirit were carried by the angels to paradise(Luke 16:22).
Angels do
not carry people to graves! (Luke 16:22; Hebrews 12:23; Rev. 6:9-11; 2
Corinthians 5:8; Philippians 1:21-24).The saved
are carried by angels into paradise(Luke 16:22; 23:43) which was then in the lower parts of the earth (Matthew 12:40; Psalm 16:10);
but since Ephesians 4:8-10 and Hebrews 2:14-15, the righteous go to Heaven(2 Corinthians 5:8; Phil. 1:21-24; Hebrews 12:22-23;
Revelation 6:9-11).
*He was with Abraham and all the redeemed(Luke 16:23). *He was
in comfort:
no hell, no torment, no separation from the saved, no crying for
mercy, no regrets of the past, and no thirst or punishment in
hell fire (Luke 16:23-25). *He
retained soul and spirit faculties capable of enjoying eternity
with God(Luke 16:24-26).
The
rich fool's errors
His eyes were not on G-d, but on his material goods!
He was living in abundance and forgotG-d! He was clothed in purple and "fared sumptuously every day"
He maybe never was able to hearG-d!
He was proud & arrogant!
He did not look after the poor, but was selfish! He did not fearG-d!
He was self-secured!
Destination for the rich fool:
His soul went to hell(Luke 16:23).
He was in torment (Luke 16:23-25, 28).
He possessed eyes that could see and distinguish persons (Luke 16:23).
He cried for mercy and begged for Lazarus to bring a drop
of water to cool his tongue (Luke 16:24).
He still had a tongue, eyes, memory, intelligence, feelings,
emotions, will, voice, reasoning powers, concern for his
brothers, and all other soul passions and spirit faculties
(Luke 16:23-31).
About
'hades'
and
about
'Paradise"!
Before the resurrection of Yeshua Messiah or the Christ all righteous souls went to paradise where they were held captive
by the devil against their wills (Hebrews 2:14-15).
When Christ died
His body went to the grave, but He went to paradise and liberated those righteous captives taking them to
Heaven with
Him when He
ascended on high (Matthew 12:40; Ephesians 4:8-10). Now
when a Christian/Righteousness
dies he is no longer held captive by the devil in the
lower parts of the earth, but he goes immediately to heaven
awaiting the resurrection of the body (2 Corinthians 5:8; Philippians
1:21-24; Hebrews 12:22-24; Revelation 6:9-11).Christ now has the
keys of ‘hades’ and of ‘death’ (Revelation 1:18).
Paradise under the earth is now empty, but the torment
department of ‘hades’ is being filled more every day. It
will hold all the wicked dead until the end of the
Millennium when ‘hades’ will deliver up the souls in it,
and the graves will give up all the bodies in them. Then the
bodies, souls, and spirits of the wicked will be cast into the
eternal hell (Revelation 20:11-15).
The
rich, like the poor, must make proper preparation for the next
life!
Poor people can be well off in the next life if they are
saved; otherwise they will suffer hell like the unsaved
rich!
The rich do not suffer hell unless they are unsaved!
The rich, like the poor, must make proper preparation for the
next life or be lost and punished!
The rich and the poor both die and their bodies are
buried!
Not one of the above
facts or scriptures could possibly apply to the grave, proving
hell and the grave are two different things.
(Psalm
9:17; Luke 12:5; Luke 16:26; Rev. 20:3; Isaiah 30:33)
G-D is the final answer to men in all ages!. Men are required to
believe and obey the Scriptureor be damned!
(Mark 16:16; Romans 1:16; Romans
2:12-16).
Remarks:
Please, take
a note that the name of "satan"
and related names are
NOT Capitalized! We choose
NOT to acknowledge "him",
even to the point of violating grammatical rules, also in the different
kind of languages on this Ministry-web-site, all
the books of this
Ministry, and
letters by @-mail
or normal-mail!
In the Wordof
G-d there are also
demons, evil spirits, idols, to die, death, bottomless pit,
scorpions, fallen creatures, principalities; satan's angels, antichrist,
etc.
These are the things of
darkness,
but if you mark in your Bible
with the color-code's
the best
is
Gray!
Than also, you will still able to read the words
behind it. (not with
black,
otherwise you cannot read it afterwards!)
(On these web-pages they are marked in
Grayor Black;
depending on the color of background!)
See more at the site of: "color-code's"